SEX AND THE CITY MR BIG AND CARRIE

sex and the city mr big and carrie.

Is it true that men sometime will look at a movie with a girlfriend just to please her ? I heard of that and frankly I never did that to a man, usually I ask what he want’s to watch. but maybe I am to nice. Sex and the city as lots of Q’s on how to deal between women and man. Aren’t we all looking for a soul mate ? Why settle for just anybody just not to be alone ? I never settle with nobody, I settled with john because he was really great as a boyfriend, he sent flowers, he bought me stuff not that it was a must, he had money, but sometime you don’t need money to give a gift, there are flowers on the ground all spring and summer, there are even dryed flowers that are nice. Men think often that they must have money to be with someone, and of course you have the opposite that think that they can have sex on a first date !!! John was respectful with me althought he’s a devil. So devil’s can be more respectful than normal believers in god, or the one’s that never give a tought for GOD. I strive my life as if the father knows what is in my mind and heart. We have gone from being nice to each other to being like horrors to each other, Im sorry if it went to this extent, but i don’t like or tolerate liars….even if it would be your best friend…i need to respect myself in this situation and not let anybody treat me properly, like i think i deserve to be treated. Even if a man as respect for a women in the physical world, if he disrespect her in the spiritual world, it’s not better. Of course in the spiritual world your soul acts instead of your brain. In the physical world most people act like with the false me, not the real me that is there in the spiritual world. something to think about.

when you called me on boul. ste rose, remember, it was very late at night, i was in bed alone and going thru the fact that I had to live now alone and try to get back into action and a new life. You where with your girlfriend watching a movie, why on earth did you call me ??? i think i know the answer, but i don’t like to be treated like that. I had told you several times on text that i adored you, it does’nt mean that it was in a loving way, i had respect for you, that week end i was very upset, i remember we texted you where shopping with your girlfriend. I don’t work like that with men, i usually inquire on a man if he’s alone for how mutch time before I consider being with that man, John was alone for a long time when I met him, he was still talking with the ex, but the ex flew by kite after we met, he told her that he had a girlfriend and did’nt want to be bothered, john use to talk with his ex once a while in front of me on the phone, i did’nt mind cause he had stuff to resolve with her. I guess he was faithful at the beginning, but we where not meant to be for a lifetime, we where meant to be for a while, we did’nt connect sexually, i should have left him way before, but there was a spiritual love between us that had nothing to do with sex. maybe it was god loving me thru him. People can take the place of someone spiritually. I got a massage one day after the death of one of my friend, and the lady said she was a medium also, she said to me that someone wanted to touch me from the other elm, was it my friend ? maybe it was, but it was not sexual at that time. The creator is very intelligent and all this world is very complicated with god.

Again i wish that you would be happy and not so negative, you must put your soul at work and not always your logic, like i try to do in my life. Remember there is the false me and the real me…that is the one that can be happy in life, but nothing is perfect on earth, nothing, it’s the physical life. In the spiritual life things can be perfect. I must be strong to stay alone, because that’s not what i want really, i aim for passion in life and a passionate person.

You can tell your mother that I would have liked to be friend’s with her, cause deep down inside I like her tremendously, but she’s acting bad with me, especially when I

was nice enough to be broke giving her the money she needed, the fact that you greek are obsessed with life after death and paying a fortune for the grave of your father, makes your mother not living the rest of her life like she should be. Does she need love ???

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