Once upon a time there was Joly

Once upon a time there was me, there was my friends.

Then my girl’s came to life,  the 3 most beautifull kids in my life.

Love was my quest.

I thanked God for giving me the chance to be happy sometimes.

My life was I taught good, I served God as I could.

I found my destiny, helping the needy.

Giving my time free, I was happy to be helpfull.

But real love is hard to find.

The only love I had was from God everyday.

To help me go thru this crazy world.

I wanted to protect whom I loved.

I wanted to help the unwanted.

The ones whom suffer.

I kept praying to God to heal the world.

Then I found the love of God thru him.

The only men I ever really loved.

For his soul, cause he was hurt.

He was so hurt from life.

He found a happy home.

The home that I was dreaming of.

From the first look, electricity trapped our souls.

I new I would love him for eternity.

we hurt from our past, we hurt cause we realize.

That bad spirits keep hurting us.

I loved him since then, I mourned the loss.

I wanted him to be happy cause it made me happy.

I always wished and taught that people wanted others to get better.

A mistake, should have been more aware.

That loving God takes a lot of courage.

Now that he his gone, hopefully to paradise.

I will still love him forever.

I waited so long for this and I will continue to pray,

till me meet again in the kingdom of Hozanna.

You will never understand that my soul hurts,

that he left the way he did,

I must forgive, but will never forget,

that our life was good at some times with a hurting past

I suppose this was my destiny.

Cause everytime I wish something for love,

something worse happens.

I still love God and will always.

As I know now that my love for my man,

was like my love for God.

I never taught to suffer this mutch,

the worse scar of my life.

But I love my chidren.

But now something else is hurting me.

Why do i have to suffer this as well.

Is it for God, hopefully !

This will be the only thing I will accept.

If I suffer to support God’s will.

I will do and go on till God decides of my destiny.

A thousand bells and shoes to wear.

What church will Hozanna choose to unite my destiny to a soul mate.

Whom will be the lucky winner, a race for the kingdom of Hozanna.

I am the best fan of Jesus of Nazareth, I would do anything in my power.

Heal and repair all the wounds of our Lord, the son of God.

Hozanna, Hozanna let me fly wherever you want, you decide of my life ! I will accept nothing else than unconditionnal love for better or worse.

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